That wrongness

My fate..

There is always a wrong choices

Wrong things to do

Wrong man to depend on

Repeated like a never ending circle

Heartbroken again

That is my story

Never expect

Never expect anything big in this live

Never dream to live like a princess and to get the prince charming

Ugly

I do feel ugly

I feel ugly when people said mean things to me

I feel ugly when they start drew apart from me (apparently without any reason ever spoken)

I don't blame them

Its my ugliness

My face.. My body.. My aura

And thus.. I am ugly

Conflict antara keluarga

Ternampak video pergaduhan semasa hari pernikahan, tak tahu lah mereka dah nikah ke belum. Sampai bercakar2 xkire lelaki perempuan.. the bride pown same naik kaki tangan membelasah tak tahu siape.

Mmg menakutkan kalo dapat fmily yg mcm tu. Getting work up on and beating people. They really look gangster, if i could ask why they do such thing. Maybe they have their reasons, that could be interesting. Getting inside a conflict.

Badmouthing

U know that one time when that person are going to speak. Using all her/his wit to manipulate all the issues for their advantages.

Mostly i would be awe by the thickness of their head and face, also i could get what live that they may lead at home and also in future.

Also What u need to do is embrace the odd and make a face all you can so you could release the tension within your tendon rather than straight come to he/she añd decide to punch them in the face! (My most ideal strategy at the time)

Kebahagiaan sementara

Terima kasih memberi aku peluang merasai kembali saat-saat berkasih. 

Sudah lama aku lupakan niat untuk berkasih sebab dah tak berharap pada mana-mana insan bernama lelaki.

Sekarang tumpu kepada kerja yang lebih penting.

Keluarga yang lebih memerlukan dan juga diri sendiri yang masih mencari hala tuju hidup.

Untuk setiap hari tulang empat kerat gigih bergerak mencari rezeki yang halal.

Semoga aku diberikan kesempatan untuk mengecapi bahagia...